"I think this world would be a better place if we all just dreamt instead of did."

i was walking home from baseball practice one afternoon, and i took my usual back-routes that shortened the path. One area is a wooded one behind a cemetery and on this particular day, i happened to see a fox in the middle of the path i take. i tried to talk to him, but as i neared closer to him, he ran off. a few days later, i am walking to my game, on the same path, and i have my headphones on. i reached the spot where i had first seen the fox, and to my surprise, i felt a small creature run right between my legs as i was walking. it scared me at first and i almost fell to the ground. i quickly glanced around, waiting to see the fox run off. But i had seen no such animal. Nothing was there. I felt it. i felt a four-legged animal run right through me. But nothing was there. no fox. no explanation. no nothing. i was scared. but it was beautiful.
and i felt so unreal. with something so surreal.

sometimes i look past all of the norm and open my eyes to a bigger picture. i see images and story lines that no one else could ever imagine.

im speaking too much for my own well being.
i once saw on a deviation the quote, "If i could explain it, i would....but secretly im glad i cant."
this was the most amazing thing i have ever heard. i know not who the deviant who wrote it was, for it was a long time ago, but it was amazing.
this quote expresses what i see, as much as i feel, in the most ideal way. there will probably never be anything else that will ever describe the level of secrecy i have and cant help.
others contempt will always exist due to their lack of understanding.
i dont blame them. i was just made to understand what i love. that is why i love it. for itself, and my reclusive attachment.

if i could paint you a picture, what you would see is green.
flat grass, dark contrast, deep color no dirt. Tall trees like umbrellas that shadow everything. And the spaces with none are complimented with a deep pale green. Light scatters among what is holy.
you know not what i see. i see more but this means the world.

i wish i was among the youth.
among the green. but to never leave and see the beauties of hyrule. i was of the other kind. the wandering boy in search of a purpose. i want to be that boy. id kill to be that boy.
to play my fulet so loud and right. call all forces and spirits and mysteries. alone.
yet not. with her and them.

id be gone forever. id travel like the mask man. id save.

id love.